I have been isolating myself, having irrational fears that keep from enjoying the things I love. I am always on the lookout for something bad, so much so that when we are out I am obsessed with where the kids are constantly. Hubby and I have not be out alone since the first ( of the younger children ) was born 7 1/2 years ago. I don’t trust anyone to watch them for me.
I keep having flash backs. Am very on edge and irritable. I seriously need to see someone, talk to someone. But how do you do that, when you just don’t want to leave home.
Yesterday the kids were playing with a neighbor child, and they started to run around the side of her house. NO! That just doesn’t cut it. They need to stay where I can see them. In my mind, I imagine a million…
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